1. Finding out the guy you’ve been sleeping with all semester doesn’t want anything more than just sex is a great way to lose weight. Completely lost my appetite, and working out more to clear my head… Maybe I should thank him

     
  2. silver-couture:

    vivi-shiba:

    j-aws:

    ryedragon:

    inritum:

    reblog and make a wish!


    this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

    OH MY FUCKING GOD, IT’S BACK ON MY DASH.

    THIS SHIT WORKS OKAY, I AM DEAD SERIOUS.

    The last time I saw this on my dash, I didn’t think it would happen, so jokingly I wished I could go to a fun. concert.

    AND GUESS WHAT, I WENT TO A FUCKING FUN. CONCERT.

    THIS SHIT WORKS, TRY IT.

    yay its back.

    so…
    I half jokingly reblogged this yesterday cos I thought it was a nice picture…
    and was like oh wow I only get wishes on birthdays what would I wish for?!?!?! how about gainful employment L0L

    … and like…

    I have a job now? That I never applied for? That someone just called me up and said “here, have this”? In a place I really really like?

    So like… h8ers gonna h8 or something

    THIS IS MY FAVOURITE POST EVER, JUST REBLOG IT AND MAKE A WISH OK

    (via sk-inny-mini)

     

  3. 25 January 2014

    This is my first post since getting back to university about two weeks ago.

    This semester is going to kick my butt, I can already tell. But boy, oh boy, my social life may beat my workload to it. I’ve been back less than two weeks and have already made some questionable choices. I was back less than 48 hours and was already drunk and high, in someone else’s bed.

    But on the bright side, I haven’t slept with anyone since, and I’ve only blacked out once so far this semester (granted, that was a hard black out before midnight…). After that night of blacking out and waking up in my bed without any idea of how I got there- or managed to put my pajamas on and take my contacts out- I woke up the next morning embarrassed and shamed. I went out and got my nose pierced, vowing that would be the change I needed to project me to changing the choices I seem to consistently make. And it seems to have worked… For the most part. I haven’t slept with anyone. I haven’t drunk texted embarrassing things to guys I don’t like when I’m sober. But I have continued to drink more than any reasonable adult should. I have gotten high more than I had all last semester.

    Baby steps, right? 

    For what it’s worth, I do feel more confident now with the nose piercing. Like a new person who doesn’t give a shit about anything. Now hopefully I can keep this attitude going and continue the streak of not sleeping with anyone. After last semester of having sex at least once every week, it’ll be a nice change to go home by myself.

    Cheers to the new year and making it a good one

     
  4. Messy hair and day old coffee after a rough Friday night

     

  5. 6 January 2014

    For my work out today I ran one mile, walked one mile with ankle weight, walked one mile without weights, and biked 5 miles.
    Weighed in at 162.5 lbs this morning, although that is sure to change tomorrow since I had a bit of a binge day:

    Yogurt with flax
    One serving of nut thin crackers
    Mandarin orange
    Plate of cheese nachos
    Sarma (one cabbage roll)
    Wasa cracker with peanut butter
    Two peppermint Hershey’s kisses

    UGH!! I was doing so well and threw it all away. I’m going to have to fast again tomorrow after all that nastiness :(

     

  6. 5 January 2014

    Weighed in at 163.5 pounds this morning.
    Walked/jogged two miles, walked 1.5 miles with ankle weights, and walked half a mile as a cool down for a total of four miles.
    Ate a yogurt with flax
    1/2 a green pepper with dill dip
    A few cherry tomatoes, broccoli florets, and carrots with dip
    One small meatball
    A cup of white bean chili
    And nut thin crackers with reduced fat peanut butter

     

  7. 4 January 2013

    This morning I weighed in at 164; quite a long way to go until my goal weight, but better than I was expecting for after the holidays.
    Today I biked 10 miles, and ate a yogurt with flax, nut thin crackers and hummus, as well as a healthy white bean chili. I didn’t add any cheese or sour cream to the chili (only jalapeno juice), which added to the overall healthiness of the chili- 330 calories in one serving. Along with one beer after watching a basketball game.

    Overall today wasn’t too bad, but more than I would have liked. I was trying to stay away from alcohol for a little while, but how could I say no when Dad was paying… And it was only one. I feel bad for eating the nut thins and hummus, especially since I had an actual dinner. But I’m hoping tomorrow morning’s weigh in won’t be too depressing.

    Back to a normal food intake and workout tomorrow!

     

  8. 3 January 2013

    Today was another good day for my diet and exercise. I biked ten miles before standing at work for six hours, and ate a yogurt with flax, as well as hummus and nut thin crackers. My abs even feel sore now from the ab exercises I started doing!
    I have 57 days until fešta to get into decent enough shape, and then it’ll just be maintaining that and losing weight/inches in a more stable manner.

     

  9. 2 January 2014

    The second day of the new year started with a bang! An all day fast with only water, coffee, and green tea, along with a five mile bike ride and a four mile walk (one mile on incline, one flat, and two flat with ankle weights).
    I had forgotten how amazing it feels to have an empty stomach, sore legs, and a mind free from guilt. I know the weight won’t be lost immediately and my conscience won’t be clear anytime soon, but as long as I remember that being healthy is a continuous journey, I think I can continue forward with this progress.
    It’ll be a relief to be back at school with an actual gym and no pantry or fully-stocked liquor cabinet to tempt me.

     
  10. Last picture from 2013